changing so fast

So me and my new husband have decided to take on the responsibility of helping raise our nephew. i am happy about the concept but i see where their may be problems in the meanwhile. i get so much fufillment from helping him and he is flourishing while with us. I love being able to help and am happy that we could. I only hope me and his mom will be able to remain friends while trying to do whats best for the child...pause to say i have thee best husband ever. he is not just being cool about it he is being 100 percent supportive and doing all he can to help no, complaints. love him like i love food need him like i do air.

HELP!!

Just taking the time to say ahhhh!!!. Everyone around me is having a melt down at the same time. Trying to be there for everyone is hard. HELP!!!

OH Blog...I miss you

So it's been a while so much has changed...and much has not. I have been neglecting my blog. Please forgive me o' silent friend who listens to my every woe. Well I must tell you my fiance' is now my husband(yay), and we have been out of the arguing all the time stage for a while now. i guess we are still in the honeymoon stage cause we are all good now. Life is very different with a husband. I mean i almost immediatly felt a connection I have never experience. he and I are connected spiritually mentaly emotionaly and sometime pysically connected by the hip. i know marrying him was the single most inteligent thing i have ever done. He has came to his senses and got a better job, i guess that helps in my feelings of stability with him. I guess every girl needs to know on some level her man can take care of her if need be. I still think we are below avearage on the sex per week scale but i'm not complaining. .... lots of other things to say but in the immortal words of the governator "i'll be back"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

It is my birthday and i started it with a text from my X he's always the first to say happy birthday at 4 in the morning he managed to beat my fiance who was laying next to me. Anywho so many people have called to say happy birthday a girls gotta feel special. I mean your birthday is your own little holiday and when people remember it, it feels good. My fiance has no plans for my Birthday...none. Not dinner not a gift not a cake or a card. How should I handle this situation? This is not our first birthday together and he knows how important these thing are to me so why doesen't he DO RIGHT AHHHHH!!!!! I need to know that I am not facing a lifetime of bad birthday's. I think I'll leave him here and take my self out. But going out alone on your birthday is kinda depressing. I could find someone to go with me that would be easy enough. Oh were going to have to discuss this I don't want much just for him to show some initiative and show that he cares what is important to me. Happy Birthday to Me

I didn't forget!!

I thought that I would forget the fact that he made so much less, But when the oppurtunity came for him to get a better paying job(much better) he said no he didn't go to the interview. So that whole argument is back. He thinks we should be O.K with struggling. Why should we have to. Just getting by isn't something you plan to do. It's what youdo when you have no other choice. AHHHHH. YEA I'm Mad again!!

WHY are CELL phones So EXPENSIVE!??

In one Week I have lost a cell phone. Broke a cell phone and dropped one in a puddle!! I'm such a klutz!! Of course I have to have the coolest phone there is so I need to get the most expensive one. Which I thought I had insurance on but FYI radio Shack insurance does not cover lost or stole. OK that's a good think to tell people when you selling it to them. Let me make an informed decision instead of feeling took. So I'm down to no phone and no more money. AHHAHHHHAHHH!!!! LIFE WITHOUT MY CELL HOW WILL I LIVE?? I am So crying inside.

No Fighting and there is SEX again!!

Ok So a week of the bickering and it's all over.... Hallelujah!!! And we are both still alive!! I am glad it's over. Now the source of the argument was that he took a job that was 5 thousand dollars less the job he has now and 11 thousand dollars less than me! Maybe I'm wrong and I probably am but damn! We supposed to save for a house and a paying for a wedding and you take a serious pay cut!! Am I tripping or not?
Oh yea I forgot that I wasn't supposed to be mad anymore. So we made up and finally had some real sex!! YEA!!! That's right SEX!! hahahah He keep laying it down I might forget how much he makes:)